gosh. there seriously needs to be less drama. the unnecessary trouble that talking creates is just so tiring. i really don't give a fuck what people say or want to say about me, what they say i said, and all that nonsense anymore. this is why all i do is stay hidden away in my room. i can easily & happily control who i want to see. haha. i'm quite happy where i am now. i so get what you said about groups, though for different reasons :p haha.

plus i'm really happy there are so many ppl who are willing to standbyme no matter what (: rain or shine. shit or no shit. hahaha. i lub choo.

eh cui, i think the ET mentality is working wonders for me. AHAHAHA. one more step to becoming power female (hopefully not lesbian) lawyer. got improvement right?

OMGOMGOMG. i want this :DDDDDD heeee. isn't it adorable. its a turtle, which actually reminds me of interdependent. i wonder if you still have that turtle i gave you so long ago 0_o hahaha. but yes, the turtle's shell has stars, and if you put in the dark room, it covers the walls with stars! there are even constellations. i so want this (((: heheee. ming eat all the stars alr ): so i can only settle for fake stars. hahaha.

i want to watch the stars with you again

so much to do. so little time. i wanted to come back so badly, but it hasn't been as happy as i hoped it'd be. sighs. nvm. gotta go down to go up right?